How I feel about letting you go...

I Like Him, I Love Him...

Just let go His hand, let go of Him...!

Let Him go find His own Happiness &

Truth Love & a lot more...

It is that difficult to have truth Love...?

It is that difficult to Love a person...?

It is that difficult to Like a person...?

I really don't understand, really... Why is it so difficult to get the thing that I always wishing for it...?

I really don't understand, is it really that difficult...? Really got that difficult...?

I really don't understand why...? Really don't understand...! Why...?!

This is my thinking in the past and I not suer how will I think now... :)

Love you all... <3

SPD Flag Day

Today morning I went to the SPD Flag Day. I thought that I was late for the Flag Day, but I wasn't late at all...WTH... I was enjoying myself helping all those people who are in-need... It was very fun and enjoyable thing that I have never had before until Today. I like doing all this kind of things so that I know how others people feel when there is nobody helping them and I also know that sometime, someone,something,somewhere and somehow others people needed our help... This is what I had learned Today. Well, sometime we may think that we have nobody taking care of us... But we are wrong, because there are a lots of people who want to care for us, but we just don't know only... I hope that I have learn something Today after the SPD Flag Day... :)

My Pain

This is most of my pain in the past.

1. I don't like other to look down on me.
2. Nobody care for me since Pri 3.
3. I hate guys who like to play with my feeling.
4. I don't want to be EMO again
5. Nobody talk to me since when I was in Pri 3.
6. I got left out by some of my friends.
7. My best friend got taken by some bloody hell people.
8. I hate my life.
9. My father & mother did said before to me that "If I don't change myself." They will bring me to Girls' Home.
10. My heart got broken into pieces.

This is why I look so EMO when you all know me, but now I just want to be myself again. I want to be happy, cheerful and a lot more.