Today I am a bit lonely when he didn't tired to call/text me... I guess that he already give up on me... I think this is the better way for me to start a new life again... I just hope that he will find out soon that I am Engaged with someone already... I just don't know how to tell him about all this thing too... I just hope that he can understand me asap... Because I have been keeping this for along time and I had never told anyone before, so I hope when he read this post on my blog he will know what is going on...
I hope that he won't hate me at all, but if he do hate me a lot than I hope that we won't see each other any more even if we see each other I will just walk off or maybe take it as I never saw him at all... Because I like that both of us won't get much hurt even when we saw each other, but it's not easy to do it when a person who had a relationship with you before...
Well... I will said that it take time to learn how to let go the person and learn how to forget that person face/memory...
This is what I will said to those who are like me now because it's not easy to learn all this things in a short time, but sometime you also have to tell yourselves that it's time to let go and forget so that you can move on to your new life...
I will said that life is not easy as we thought, but you still have to live on and see what the god has plan for you and your life... Sometime you have to believe in god and yourselves too. Well, not all people have the same life and the same past too... Well, to all my friends out there please learn how to let go and forget about the past... God Bless you...
Love: Emo Girl :3
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